Flipping people off in my wake

Shit happens

I gotta turn off the noise

in my head

in my hand

on this screen

in this world

I’m living all wrong

priorities a million

flippant flipping people off in my wake

fickle pickling

stress rising

photo taken near Lake Oswego, Oregon by JoZie Di Maria

i gotta say it aloud

despite how it may make you feel

make others feel

I’ve very little room left

for me

so I carve carve carve

as much as I can

but the double edges sword is that

I need the faces, the friends

the solidarity

the isolation is my biggest fear

and I cannot keep it up

I can no longer keep it up