Sliding into comfortable drug patterns
with the toxic heteros
cocaine the great equalizer
because I will forget for a few hours
of your politics or lack there of
I’ll put on my cowboy hat
I’ll slut around in something short
I’ll laugh and joke and concede
Laugh and joke and make it normal
because I used to be lonely you know
all those long sunny days
couldn’t find my mojo
couldn’t lean into my solitude
so I made do with you and who knows who
fueled by drugs which just helped to pass the time
but I was dying inside
lonely oh so lonely inside
because I just needed to make the most
of this time
until it almost killed me inside